Before I was a Mom,
I never tripped over toys
or forgot words to a lullaby.
I didn't worry whether or not
my plants were poisonous.
I never thought about immunizations.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never been puked on.
Pooped on.
Chewed on.
Peed on.
I had complete control of my mind
and my thoughts.
I slept all night.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held down a screaming child
so doctors could do tests.Or give shots.
I never looked into teary eyes and cried.
I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin.
I never sat up late hours at night
watching a baby sleep.
Before I was a Mom,
I never held a sleeping baby just because
I didn't want to put her down.
I never felt my heart break into a million pieces
when I couldn't stop the hurt.
I never knew that something so small
could affect my life so much.
I never knew that I could love someone so much.
I never knew I would love being a Mom.
Before I was a Mom,
I didn't know the feeling of
having my heart outside my body..
I didn't know how special it could feel
to feed a hungry baby.
I didn't know that bond
between a mother and her child.
I didn't know that something so small
could make me feel so important and happy.
Before I was a Mom,
I had never gotten up in the middle of the night
every 10 minutes to make sure all was okay.
I had never known the warmth, the joy, the love,
the heartache, the wonderment
or the satisfaction of being a Mom.
I didn't know I was capable of feeling so much,
before I was a Mom .
-- Author unknown
当下的心情是 ~ 安慰, 开心
因为这就是我的感觉...
从来没想过我会放弃工作, 当起全职妈妈,
从来没想过我会像现在这样的度过了三年的时间,
从来没想过我会忍着熬到现在,
从来没想过我会是现在, 这样的我.
原来
孩子是这世界上最难搞的小魔头
可以让你的生活突然乱了阵脚
可以让你天天爆血管, 破坏你的脑细胞
但
原来
孩子是世界上最简单的小天使
可以让你的嘴角不经意地往上扬
可以让再顽固的你改变原定的计划
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